FML

So the one girl i actaully cared enough about to try and be with agian, blew me off sunday. She threw me some bullshit about not wanting a bf then 4 days later goes out with the ugliest mother fucker i have ever seen. She then precedes to tell me that she doesn't like me anymore even though for the last 6 months or so she has been saying that she still loved me and i was one of the few guys she actually loved. So what am i? I'm just that in-between kid that girls date till they find something better apperently. I hate being nice. I hate that i care so much about people then i alway's end up getting hurt in the end. Why do i seem to get tormented? why do i have to find the stupids girls to date then i really end up getting fucked over(and not the good kind) So now that i understand that theres nothing really here for me, im honestly contemplating moving, I need to find some where new where i dont have to be like some cold hearted bastard just to get through the day. I want somewhere where i can be myself and not have to worry about some girl fucking me over all the damn time.

I just don't understand, what i did to deserve to be treated like shit? anybody want to give me a best guess?

-alan-

p.s. any suggestions of were to move to?